Dancing pas de deux...alone

Note to myself...just leave the mental vomiting to livejournal...good ol' livejournal. Completely emotionless, completely safe. Well, mebbe not completely...but either way..

Just unleashed a whole bunch of shit in my head off on Ruka...
I know that I'm in the wrong in this whole thing..and I prolly should just back off. It'd be better for all of us more than likely...I know Jayden would like that.

My new layout for this and my website is going to be my title..."Dancing pas de deux...alone." Admittedly it's a bit emo...but it's gonna stay true..I got the idea from Princess Tutu..when she finally dances in the end of I think it's the first season and the Prince decides to dance with Princess Raven..who had challenged Princess Tutu to a competition, pas de deux..knowing that she had the Prince under her sway so she had a partner when Tutu did not. Well, that didn't stop Tutu...she danced a pas de deux (step for two, literally) jumped high enough that you might have thought that someone HAD been holding her...until she fell to the ground...only to get up and continue on pretty much impossible moves to pull off solo...I can't remember exactly what happens..but I think the Prince's heart dances with her...long explanation that I can't give right now for that one.
Hopefully I'll be able to find some pictures of that episode...it reminded me of how I feel at times. I know I'll get bagged on by people, saying that I shouldn't be thinking about having anyone else in my life..but that's how I am..I can't help it.

The irony behind the title...is the fact that you can't dance it alone...if you do...you fall..